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I can wake up just fine. I don’t need the “good morning” text messages. I don’t need the “are you up yet?” I can get through the day without calling you on every break or while I’m driving or while
I’m on lunch or after work.
But.
I can’t go home at night. I don’t want to talk to anyone in my family. I can’t lie in bed. I can’t listen to half my songs. I can’t even think about anything productive. I just think about you. My emotions jump ships so quickly. I go from fine, to a train wreck, to hating you, to crying again, to okay, to fml all in the same half hour. It took me hours to fall asleep last night. I don’t remember the last time it took that long.
